Saturday, October 21, 2006
i think today has been a good and fulfilling day.

vivo city with the church friends today. i tell you, one quarter of the entire singapore population was there. it was packed beyond packed and every food outlet was filled. it was impossible to get your food without lining up for a pretty long while. but i had carl's junior nonetheless. super yummy, greasy and extremely satisfying. haha and i like vivo city for having almost every up to date fashion store at a single place. and having all those little gimmicks/people walking around in costumes of all sorts, dancing with loud speakers and music and that kind of stuff. it really brought additional entertainment. but i have concluded i hate detest abhor crowds. and that plus pms really makes it hard to enjoy and appreciate the place. yes i contradict myself a lot :/

church was again a really different and special experience. watching it happen to others and experiencing it for yourself is two completely different things. yes, so i really hope we i can all be transformed by this (: haha yay

okay enough of the mundane stuff. not that whatever that follows would any more interesting than this.

oh yes. i was just clearing some files and all that on my computer when i got to some old chat logs. actually not too old, about the first half of this year, thereabouts. and it took me all but 5minutes of reading through it to be absolutely disgusted with myself. it took me ONE event to sound like a person with the thickest skin (not literally thank you) and without morales stalker. and it really scared me. that person was a "new friend" and that was how i presented myself :/ and that was really very scary. and is probably why i'm typing it here cause i'm still in a state of erm shock. okay yes i am being very dramatic. hur
but oh gosh, i must have been insane or posessed. tsk
and hey if you know who you are, i'm really sorry. i didn't create a very good first impression. or rather impression. haha but thanks for still talking to me although i even managed to scare myself :/
hahaha and to those who are reading this, i'm sorry if you feel like you didn't need to know this or i had absolutely no reason to type it out. but haha, we learn from our mistakes? i really hope i learn from this one. ugh

okay i would post pictures if blogger allowed me to, but no. haha next time!

this has been a terribly long post. i apologise for all the nonsense (:
goodbye!